These feelings resonate with me. I'm jealous of the people who are seemingly able to create no matter what seems to be going on with their internal external environment. There are so many things I want to make, but it all comes out so slowly, and half of the time when I finally sit down I don't have the focus or patience to work.
I hear you. I'm at work 11 to 12 hours a day most days, and then when I get home, I have no energy for anything. I just try to remind myself that this is temporary and before long I will have some other options. I am sure you will soon too ♥ Just keep your mind on your long term goals!