in fairness, i am not having relapses from moving on with ex. pero insecurity, contemplation and questioning self strikes (why am i doing this, are my present actions aligned with my immediate targets - i don't want excuses) yung stress ko today, gusto ko nalang maglinis ng room

lectures, workshops and exams - ang slow ko naman !!

nauseated at sobrang hilo ko since afternoon while in online session. i am thinking either sa dami ng pa vetsin ni mother sa ulam nmin knina or sa ininom kong gamot for my right upper back and neck pain (more that a week nang masakit) dahil sa pag drive in traffic, sulat at cellphone

Now That I Have You by The Company. Heard over the radio this morning, reminded me of our residency graduation in TMC last January. Naalala ko yung posturang Filipiniana ng other graduates while i did not like my super plain, simple borrowed Filipiniana top. But truly, it reminded me of my chat conversation w/ ex, his congratulations and laughs ...

aside from moving on from ex, i think i'd better stop chasing my two nieces na rin. wala e, mga di interested. there is also no need to reconnect with unrealiable friends. sabi ng AI, when you only have yourself - that is enough. besides, ang dami ko ring goals na i can only accomplish by myself

Dragging self to work today. Huhuhu Shet nkaka tamad ..

Happy Friday! Good morning

Shit sna matapos na. Crisis after crisis nlang nangyayari sa life ko. Ayoko na. Nanlalambot yung pakiramdam ko today, bugbog

Mahirap maging doktor, mahirap maging pasyente. Pero i can just say based on what happened to me today na mahirap maging patient sa umaga, doktor sa hapon at driving self lang throughout huhuhuhu ayoko na mga ganitong bagay, maginhawa sna ng khit papano if money is not a problem. I'm so crazy tired and stressed !

Stress. Kung di man ako maka rest, gusto ko nalang maglaro, maglibang. Haayst