沉寂兩天半，沒有任何動力去碰雅思，只要一看到就會想起那個丟棄我的家教，崩解的信心只會傷得徹底，在我的戰力動力處於最顛峰時，狠狠摔了下來，即使我不甘心被他毀掉，即使我知道我不能就這樣放棄，我卻無法重拾動力。但剛才看了學姐在澳洲的部落格，我想動力有漸漸回昇一點，我仍然痛苦，但是我不繼續下去會更痛苦..因此我還是告訴自己要堅強!要努力!正因有這麼多考驗，才更不能放棄!我不會忘記我的初衷，我也不會輕易被你打敗!

I know that I can't be beaten so easily but I couldn't help crying when I was eating my dinner. I still felt powerless to study, I was ironically hurt by a teacher. He broke down my confidence with a click..

I was dumping by my IELTS tutor without noticing today. I felt extremely bad and cried not because of his childish behavior but long-lasting stress . Despite depression, I will stick with my goal. I have to..

We have not talked via the phone for more than two weeks. my mood has become more stabled but still miss u at night. suppressing my feelings is the only thing I can do ...

Although there are some people encourage me to give it a try,although I feel extremely guilty .I still been persuaded. The result will depends on the God. All I need to do is give all-out effort!

I realise I should stick with my goal.I shoudn't exist uncertain determination in mind,but my weakness is often out of control...

I don't know why everytime I feel fluster when I see him.Not mentiond to talk to him,I just like a baby don't know how to talk. There are less than 5days to join his class

現在覺得英文自傳比中文自傳好打==，腦子要轉換成中文模式真的有點卡，還好只要求500字，我要趕快生出來!!

even I see movies everynight to transfer my attention,my heart is still empty.but movies is my only redemption.without it,I can't find anything to save my life..recently, I am afraid this matter will endless.

I don't face such a hard time like this.Lord,the feeling is going to break me out.I don't want to put up with it anymore.I've depressed for a while since the last conversation. Love is so cruel and bitter..