I actually pretty enjoy my life now

It’s just I still did not go over the feeling that my life get messed up

It’s so painful

Rlly hard to describe

I feel the world is over then

I mean I was so excited about my new life then

And I picture my life all the time

And when that shit happened

My whole world went upside down

I think that’s the time I cried most after elementary school

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