Going to get the confidence to step into the uncomfortable water

timidness:
lacking in courage or self-confidence

The High Priestess
Two of sword
Judgement
Fice of Sword

What you should leave in 2022: The High Priestess
You need to be brave and leave things behind, think about your future goal
Be brave and don't be afraid to explore
you cannot spend the rest of your life like that being afraid to achieve your goal or to do the things you need to do
Just walk over.

What you have learned in 2022: Two of Swords
Inner conflict
Lettin the thing alone and letting it fester is not good for you
You are exhausted bc the thing is still there lingering all the time
You are at the end of your rope: having no strength or patience left

You cannot be like "I can deal with it another month"
There's denial that needs to be pushed through
It's also like you are just lying to yourself
That's not good to bring it to another year
If you just ignore the problem, that is a lot of wasted energy and wasted effort that you could have put into something else

Take that blindfold off.
You are armed!
You are able to tackle!

What you should bring into 2023: The Judgement
Moving on from the past and having to heal from the past
You need to forgive yourself.
The past is in the past. Leave whatever happened in the past.
You can acknowledge that happened, but you have to move on

Once you are able to move on from discomfort and pain, you can step into a new purpose, a new sense of self
You are reaching the end of that journey
You use self-blaming to deal with your feelings but you need to forgive yourself
Don't blame yourself bc of sth which was out of your control

What is the tool/practical thing you can use going to 2023: Five of Swords
Have been trying to look at the big picture (to consider the general, overall, or long-term scope of something, as opposed to specific details or immediate preoccupations), to broaden your horizon
What you have learn from that, is the thing you can bring into 2023

Winning is not winning if it's at the expense of other ppl
Keep yourself from hurting others
Make sure you have some good vision before you really do something

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