難怪我一直想到ㄧ美的臉

謝了我看這本真的是動不動就開始掉眼淚

不准一直trigger我的trauma欸

“ ...it’s a shame that we have to live, but it’s a tragedy that we get to live only one life, because if I’d had two lives, I would have spent one of them with her.”

And then he just left her, like ABANDONED HER

Left her with an unborn child of his own

the tragedy is that I kinda feel sorry for him too, but how could he ever ever hurt her, but at the same time how could I blame him for doing this

This novel just told me humans are born to suffer

I am so sad that I can hardly read