I have been on a heavy bleeding cycle for over a week

I have a massive migraine

I have had the shakes/general weakness and fatigue and it SUCKS

I finally got the persistant itch out of my throat after a round of antibiotics and steroids from the doctor after losing like 20 pounds across 2 months because that lingering cough from a cold in October made it nearly impossible to eat regularly without coughing and choking

Only to make a late Thanksgiving meal after our Vegas trip, overeat after a long day on my feet, get nauseous, and have a nearly 10 hour panic attack

which managed to keep me up for 24 hours, bring the itch back (thankfully temporarily, though it keeps coming and going because I am allergic to pine so this time of year is HELL) and so I have been very slowly trying to make myself eat right again since monday

I've been downing maybe 600 calories a day if I'm lucky since Tuesday and its just making everything worse

because I'm afraid of upsetting my stomach and having another damn panic attack!!

Finally getting in with a therapist and psychologist tho at least

*psychiatrist

Tired of panic attacks so bad I end up starving for days or weeks and being resistant to knockout level anxiety meds

🫂