我找到有人紀錄原文了 And I didn't join the ZPD because I wanted to be a cop, I joined because...I always wanted to be part of a pack, and the thought of losing you scares me because...because you're my pack.
I should never have left you. And I do need a whole herd of therapy animals, and I should have told you that you're the only partner I would ever want because...you're my fluffle.
I make jokes about your ears and tell you that you try too hard, when the truth is I just don't want you to get hurt...because no one else in the world matters to me more than you do.
I...I do try too hard because deep down I'm afraid I am what everyone thinks I am, and I suppress my discomfort because I'm worried it makes me look weak and I want to be strong, and I think I'm failing all the time and I only take what you say personally because you're the only one in my life who's ever believed in me, even when I don't believe in myself!