❗以下情緒溫差注意

honestly ive been feeling really lost recently. i woke up from that sweet dream, far away from the ppl i care about and the place where i can live freely

my inner self might secretly be resisting going back to the life i used to have... day after day always the same. im scared of the chores, scared of the uncertain future, scared of what im going to become

一個月前凌晨兩點，你紅著眼眶跟我說「夢總要醒來的」，下一秒我用盡力氣屏住呼吸只為了藏好哽咽

it was such a luxury to have a life like that- to meet you every day, to have the privilege of being taken care of… to be able to trust someone again

the more i invested, the more it hurts now

but i still get butterflies when i read 🎸's words. i still can't help but smile when he acts cute. i do still love him. i do still love here. he's our one and only, as always

im the one changing, and im not even sure if i like where this is going