My plan in August is to read the entire series of Moomin so I can professionally hate on Snufkin(theres nothing wrong with him I'm just like that

Tfw theres a character you relate to a certain extent but the reason of that relatibility comes from traits of yourself which you dislikes but at the same time they are different enough to make you admire their lifestyle and you lowkey want to see them suffer as an experiment to see how their character stretches when pushed into different circumstances

When I say I do things out of spite it usually involves disturbing my own peace(as in I hope I'm not causing trouble for others)oh then why do you do it if you suffer like that LISTEN if I am going to passively ruin my peace anyway I want to do it voluntarily

I woke up and decided everything is wrong with him(what)

壞了感覺他以為我是真傻

Everyday Twitter provides me a list of accounts fo4rme to block

Yeah Kris sorry for scaring you and all but i need to get the Krusie scene😔😔🤟

The subtext is driving me insane

For now my plan is like this Novels→90s→2019

《ありふれたせかいせいふく》の歌詞やけど
仲間になったらハッピーエンド？
仲間はずれはどこへ行こう
←タコピについて正直の感想はこれ

(なのでどうしても好きになれん)

Saw this one post on YouTube describing how insults are different back in days than nowadays but really nothing has changed bc both are fundamentally misogynistic

The only difference is that you can tell we have entered the late stage of capitalism

What do you mean they have revised version 1968 or something and what do you mean i can't find it anywhere what is this hallucination is it funny oh i assure you it is indeed quite funny innit it even got a little chuckle out of me hahahahahahahahahahagaga

Moomin will my stabiliser for a while ig

Bought aa and proceed to never play it

"Ugh I am being too clingy to someone again"*literally never texts them
Like what is this kind of attachment style asking for a friend(NOT me)

スナフキンとミイが踊ってるシーンがバカかわいくて脳がバグる

If DT pulls one of those Lain disassociation on Kris I think I would genuinely go insane

One thing that pmo in the fc anime is the "we are not like other girls" kind of mindset in it
do you understand me

And at the same time it is I think internalized misogyny is being potrayed well(I can see how ppl in real life will say this esp between women) but the author is not necessarily against it(even partcipating it to an extent)

ムーミン2019もう終わったやん...新クルーないの...?ないよね...まだ見て始めてないのにかなりショック...でも見てみたい...頭がおかしくなる...支えが必要...心に...支えが必要です...

楽しい旅の途端で終点が見えるの泣きそうになった...別に終焉でもないのに...

こっちがうるさすぎてワロた

怒られろマジで（自分に）

感覺bro在弄清明上河圖給我看啊

Just saw Sniff x Stinky (what) and it is so funny as a concept bc they are the kind of couple where no one wants them to break up just so they would not come around and disturb those around them(still insufferable but they can go be insufferable on their own with each other)

"Better than his own dad" do you realise how low the bar that would be

Its like lying on the floor and saying well at least you're above it

Closing the holes is probably about conversion therapy

Aura-farming like its their full-time time job btw I respect the dedication and sheer professionalism

Sorry guys I've actually always loved krisrelle I was just not ready to embrace the impact yet

"Why would anyone hurt him he is just a big boy" like infantilisation goes crazy fr that's a grown ass man right there

If I get a nickel everytime I encounter the queer estranged childhood friend sharing the same trauma and cope with it in different ways trope in indie games being the combination of intp 5w4 x isfj 6w7 I'll have two nickels which isn't much but it's weird that it happened twice

My blatant lack of knowledge and experience with indie games has allowed me to make quick and shallow generalisation thank you very much

補完漫畫我最大的感想是成田狂兒你害人不淺🥀🥀🥀

I physically flinch every time I see Snufkin fanart with small or nonexistent nose like what do you mean you got rid of his core part of characterisation (idk how do i phrase it in a not weird sounding way)

Tfw you are having a mental breakdown while scrolling through Twitter then you see a take so absurd you have to stop and laugh for a few seconds then continuing the breakdown

Whatever man i don't even care anymore

Well looks like the project is not hard mode then ig

At first I thought it would be funny to be a casual fan now I can't laugh

Naah Kris's hand is NOT making it to the ending😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏

Throwback to that time when I listen to Lemon Boy and was like oh ok I know Little My but I have no idea who is Snufkin so I was like haha its probably that weird blue koala thing from disney idk why is that a combination until years later(this year) i just finally realised

Being on Pinterest is equivalent to being inside an online creepy pasta always collecting those pages of comic fr

Fully convinced that my usage of referencing 'sussy baka' in the exam has led to me losing two grades💀💀💀

Literally insane whatttt

Asako giving Yoshiki new hope of his queer relationship like how the morning chases away darkness...absolute peak...

Even in his dream he still won't be staying with him oh I am ill

Novels and picture books and occasionally 90s anime then thats it do not get TOO attached(i pray to myself

PLEASEEEE GOOMYY PLEASE UPDATE YOUR KRISELLE SHOUJO MANGA i say as i shouted into the void(i dont want to cause them any trouble)

Sometimes I wake up and think to myself I am capable of sabotaging every interpersonal repationships i have and i get scared so i go back to sleep

I sometimes think about how Chara laughs it off(pie incident) and is most likely thinking about killing themselves since then

Idkk guyyss this looks like the least obvious allegory of the usage of nuclear powerrr

Nahhh even with waterrr???

Ngl i feel bad for Snork

Genuinely what was he expecting

Bro should genuinely get locked up for what he did

Moomin sweetie not now please fo NOT talk about your dream rn😭😭🙏

Oh ok that worked well ig?

Bruhh does he only knows one songggg???

無駄に区別を作るのをおよしなさい 普通に腹立つ

こっちがずっと気を遣ってるのにそっち側が察することができないのかな？？？？

Saw an estranged oomf makinv kriselle art somehow i was not surprised i be like of course they'd like that

'AI generated TV series drama' nahhh like we are so over atp💀💀💀

When fan artists i like suddenly make a post of long paragraphs so i lock in to read their character analysis:

One really funny thing about reading relativelt old Japanese texts is that they use a lot of Kanji so it's basically reading in Chinese with some funny alphabets

「美食廣場得搞笑第二」この世は終わり過ぎてワロた

I feel like random reading check in on plurk are somehow always more effective than getting into clubs for me like the anonymous thing is much more comforting ig

成績を教えたくない←１ヶ月無視
何かやばない?w

"Why are you blocking me we have never even interacted " and we will never need to I think I just don't like ur vibe

Whateverrrrrr its okkkkk(doesn'tthink its ok)(is in denial)(can't do anything)

Everyday i think to myself that i've had enough but it scares me bc i wasn't really having enough i just want to know where i'd be going yk

If they could remake season 4 maybee i will actually watch it(delusional)

Now that I think about it instagram makes me more depressed than bluesky now its actually quite doomed

Remember the good old days where I had to lie(or felt like have to lie) about having a crush and just name some poor random person to fit in(and failed)? I don't have to do that anymore and my life has been insanely better ever since(nothing happened. Like literally nothing happened and my life became better)

Someone i follow on twitter and another someone i follow on twitter are arguing abt deltarune(they dont follow each other) and i feel like a child of divorce(they have never followed each other i dont think)

何か毎回同じことについて議論してなくね？とは思っているけど...

「来る」がN1なのいまだに信じられへん

明日は語彙を終えてテストをやり始めます

ていうか今日やんw

i MIGHT crash out if book reading apps are having dm function update like ffs leave me aloneeeeee

like ok sure if everything has to be a social app then whats next is the fricken calculator???

oooh you got banned bc you sent a divided by 0 message here are some coins tho like who careeeesss????

Kikuo on Saturday gotta lock in(if I can)

「のど」って福山さんの喉だったのか...

What even is the global standard tho like aren't they going to talk about that bc a lot of the times it feels like it is just Americanism beneath the veil of globalism for the most part

How I imagine ppl react to the news
MS結業：😟☹️😔😩😫
鼎泰豐進駐：😫😩😞😶😐🙂😊☺️🤤但是話又說回來

Pif can't stop making absolute bangers bro its like evrytime Miyazaki announces his retirement he always come back with an whole ass movie on his hands

Heh...if i popularise the usagw of pif...maybe i will be...the trendsetter...of the linguistic wave😈🫸🫷i whisper to myself in my sleep

Minor spelling mistake💀

Still have no idea how grammar works btw i just be getting around fr

One thing that lowkey pmo is the fact that I knew a lot of those words but then there are some words that i genuinely didn't know or understand or know how to pronounce them so i have to wait until theg actually come up in the video but the internet is slow af and setting it as 2x speed is still not fast enough

Tmr i WILL finish all the vocab frfr no cap this time trust me on this one plz plz plz plz plz

I should make a plurk where I put all my read list by months out just so i can analyse my psyche at the time but i need to settle my chronic fear of everything(like generally) and still choose to yap on internet public platform

[Vents that I may regret later]
Idk if I need NEED to talk about why I use English and Japanese when I yap most of the time but lowkey it felt safer and more distanced from my real self(interpret that whatever the way u want ig) which i am not comfortable to express on the internet

I guess its a form of escapism if that makes sense in a way that I can simultaneously feels smarter which effectively feeds into my ego

3am really messes with ppls brain i shd REALLY REALLY go to sleep now if I didn't delete any of those stuff in the morning(its probably not morning by the time) I MIGHT complete my rant

Devastating grammar mistakes💔💔💔 plz stop talking

Hey it's not that bad but there's nothing I can add on now lmao

Theres a fine line between being so mentally fatigued that you cannot pick up a book and being mentally distressed where you NEED to read A LOT as an escape from your own thoughts

お金！お金が欲しい！お金が必要！お金お金お金お金お金おかね