YIPPEE I WOULD NOT BE THE PERSON I AM TODAY WITHOUT MY CPTSD AND I L O V E ME IM GREAT SO THAT MEANS I LOVE MY CPTSD TOO

CHRONIC PAIN IS TEACHING ME HOW TO BE KINDER TO MYSELF THAN EVERY OTHER TWENTY YEAR OLD I KNOW I HAVE TO MAKE MYSELF A PRIORITY OR ILL BECOME AN IMMOBILE LUMP AND I LOVE THAT I'M LEARNING THAT AND SO I LOVE MY CHRONIC PAIN

EVERYBODY STOP TRYING TO CURE ME OF STUFF THAT SOUNDS SAD ONLY I AM ALLOWED TO BE SAD THAT IM DISABLED

AND ONLY BRIEFLY

UNPLEASANTNESS IS NOT BAD AND TREATMENT WILL NOT NECESSARILY EVAPORATE THE UNPLEASANTNESS
IM GOING TO BE TRAUMATIZED TO THE POINT OF DISABILITY UNTIL THE DAY I DIE BUT EVERY DAY THAT LOOKS DIFFERENT AND EVERY DAY IT GETS EASIER TO MANAGE BC IM THE ONE MANAGING MY DISABILITY AND I ROCK

HAHA TAKE THAT ABLEISTS

I DONT WANNA BE FREE

MY EXPERIENCE ON THIS PLANET IS IMPORTANT EVEN AS FULL OF SUFFERING AS IT IS

I WANNA GET BETTER AT HAVING A DISABILITIES BUT I AM ME BC OF MY DISABILITIES AND LOSING THEM WOULD MEAN LOSING MYSELF

A C C E P T M E A S I A M P L E B I A N S

really annoying how people's reaction to disability is consistently pity btw

WOOOOOOOOO