i cried out loud in my bed about 30 mins as if i just went through someone i cared so much was passed. And indeed, the characters in this goddamn book are the people i cared so much. Now, they are all gone. Feels like watching the characters in POI, brought me a feeling of relief w/ heartbreaking.

And i honestly don’t care my grammar when i was in agony for the characters i loved. Like Evelyn Said, I broke like I have never broken before :,)

So please go read this book. It’s painful in the end, of course, but it doesn’t mean unpleasant. The reason why I’m in agony is bc the author was very good at portraying the relationships between the characters. That’s why I’m grieving, because of love.