youkali says Feb 06, 2010 08:45AM can't seem to wake up this morning. Sob, already ready for another vacation ... someday.
youkali says Feb 06, 2010 03:45PM at least the SGM will be back soon, so that'll take ... some of the pressure off. Maybe.
youkali says Feb 06, 2010 03:46PM except after this last meeting, where they were essentially 'fuck you and everything you've done as employees, if you screw up, we'll fire
youkali says Feb 06, 2010 03:47PM you so fast your head will spin and replace you with someone cheaper who *will* do it'
youkali says Feb 06, 2010 03:47PM and letting us know that not only do we as managers have to keep up our numbers, but we have to make sure all of our minions have *their*
youkali says Feb 06, 2010 03:48PM numbers up all the time or we'll get sacked, too, while upping the standards that they've barely been able to meet in the first place
youkali says Feb 06, 2010 03:49PM (which essentially means fire at the first sign of failure as a defense mechanism, which I -- I can't do, I just can't)
youkali says Feb 06, 2010 03:50PM ...god, I hate stress so much. I can't hardly sleep. I can't think much around it at all -- it's kinda like when I was a wee cashier.
youkali says Feb 06, 2010 03:50PM when every moment of every day was worrying about getting fucking credit apps. I'd dream about it. Now I dream about firing my minons. D:
youkali says Feb 06, 2010 03:52PM and now that I've taken over part of the coaching for the department that doesn't have a head ... it just doesn't end. God I hope we move.
youkali says Feb 06, 2010 03:53PM it's not the management -- they're under the exact same pressures. It's corporate.
