SaftiaTheFirst I very rarely talk to most of my cast, Therefore I'm ALWAYS ALWAYS worried there may be bitching about me behind my back. SaftiaTheFirst It's happened with alot of games I've been in and so I'm paranoid about talking to too many people. SaftiaTheFirst The ones I have spoke to are amazing and I couldn't ask for better friends. SaftiaTheFirst my writing is spontanious - some days it's decent and some days it's horrible. SaftiaTheFirst I need to learn to not force myself to write when it's not in me. SaftiaTheFirst I find roleplaying to be an escapism from the things that are distressing to me IRL... SaftiaTheFirst Alot of things distress me, therefore I just want to hide myself in a world of make-believe. SaftiaTheFirst I really fear people hate on me because I do tend to rant on alot about my OC's, I'm extremely attached to Saft and thankfully with help- SaftiaTheFirst I've developed her story a little more. But I can't help but feel people are irritated with how much I spazz over stuff Saft reacts to. FeelsPartner I think it's great you have a character of your own you can spazz about! SaftiaTheFirst Aww really..?I enthuse about her so much, I just fear people just find it and Saft irritating Sailor Blank Besides, a lot of us spazz about the characters we play and I'm pretty sure a good chunk of us wouldn't judge others for it. FeelsPartner Hell, I wish I was confident with OCs like you >> SaftiaTheFirst /Blushes a lil and just gazes at the ground shuffling her feet a lil'