shandis says I always write stuff I forget what I'm talking about, so now I'm saying, he is AL, so next time hopefully I will know what shit I'm writing about
shandis says ngl when I look at you, it still makes me happy. I didn't even remember the things that made us apart. I know I must not hold you back in any way, I just want you to be happy and free, and if it includes me then great. If it doesn't, I'll be a bit upset but I still hope you can soar
shandis hopes for the best. What should I do if I like you this much that I start feeling so afraid and nervous that I couldn't speak? It has reached that stage, now would you still stay? Sobs
shandis wishes to be the old Shandis again, strong and never lacking. Fearless, very fearless. Now im just sentimental & emotional, why
shandis says lucky you're not on plurk so you won't see this. Sometimes I feel the inner side of me still love that guy. It's been nearly 4 years. 
shandis I'm always interested to do my work but whenever I touch maple for at least 3 days I will lose motivation doing work but mapling. Oh no.....
shandis says I guess this is what I really want because I feel happier. It's always good having a clear mind.